no school tomorrow = orange soda & dawson's creek re-runs & (i secretly like to watch old western movies. shh.) & volume to the max w/ music. stardust lanes .. what is it with people and bowling?

exactly ninety-seven days until i graduate.

i'm extra nervous about next friday. pull me in or push me out,.. take your pick. i really wish that i could feel simple like i used to, but i just can't open up anymore without a struggle ... dig it out of me ... i hate having to force things. maybe it's just a stage. maybe not.