i need to have control of myself - my thoughts, my mind

1. i finally have health insurance so i am finally going to the doctor tomorrow for all of my messed up issues!
2. i am also getting my hair cut and colored back to brown tomorrow.
3. my sleep pattern is so messed up because of work that half the time, i don't know what day it is OR if i am even tired!
4. i like numbering things.
5. i have found a new love in the show "True Blood" which i got addicted to before realizing i only get HBO free for another month and then i will no longer be able to watch the show unless i pay for it. which i refuse to do.
6. i told my mom that tony and i plan on getting pregnant by February .... she was surprisingly pleasant about it :)
7. i also told tony and he agreed that if i can keep this job and go to school that he would be convinced that we could afford to have a baby. :):)
8. yesterday, it poured when i was out and all of my groceries were soaked when i got home. including the envelopes and people magazine i bought. i was less than happy.