seeping in through the cracks

i think that its really fucking pathetic when someone beats you down for getting in their business, and then turns around and does the exact same thing.

we can afford to sacrifice a few hyprocites right now. and also that this has made it perfectly clear to me that some people change and i won't wait for you to remember what used to be.

maybe it's the fact that i am just now realizing how much we all need to grow up. we talk about it a lot. how everything is changing, including ourselves, but i haven't grown up that much.