concrete castles

i want to remember everything. but i'm afraid that i won't. and not only that i will forget, but that these things that are so important to me right now will become something that used to be ...

there is something about this feeling that gives me a sense of serenity. and i just can not let it go. but, truth be told, i miss him. so much that i feel i might collapse if i let myself sink into this feeling.

and i don't know how to tell everyone these days what has changed. it's something inside of me. and i won't be hurt anymore by anyone's silence. if silence is met with silence, then nothing has been broken.