don't let it out

i have so much to say right now. but i can't. (out of trust. why can't we all just be honest?) but i have to say that, i want to forget everything i said tonight and everything that was said to me tonight.

i did not want to know a lot of the things i found out. and i'm sure i said some things i should have kept to myself. (only, i didn't realize this until later.)

i guess, the thing is, i've been down this road before, but, this time, none of it settled on my heart the way it used to.

blank-blank-blank. there is so much i need to say.