play it back for me

this is all so strange.
maybe because i wasn't expecting it (it came out of thin air). maybe because i wasn't wanting it and i had given up on waiting and trying and feeling like it was a puzzle that needed to be put back together.

it's life and it's fragile and it's fleeting.

it's okay, because i won't rehash. and i won't push. i can just go with the flow. that won't be so hard.