sharp teeth

september. is. here.

i am grateful for the chance to be where i am. in college. i know alot of people don't have the opportunity or can not afford to go to college. i understand that i am lucky, but that doesn't mean i have everything.
because i want more. all the time. it's a never-ending stuggle.

i am trying to find the way to describe it. everything seems to be ... touching, mixing together, contaminating each other. and there is nothing i can do to stop these collisions.

and there is nothing i can do to stop myself from feeling this vulnerable.