crazy eyes

back at c-state. it feels different and its a feeling i can't really explain. a feeling i don't want to explain. i want to wish it away. i want to want to be here. because where else do i want to be? home ... no, not really. home is where the heart is, and my heart is slowly crushed there. i want to wish you out of my heart and my mind and my memories(and any other part of me where you are flowing).

spring semester schedule.

monday, wednesday, and friday :
9:10 - 10:00 -> general psychology 101
11:30 - 12:30 -> intro to american government & politics
1:50 - 2:40 -> concepts in elementary school math

tuesday :
10:05 - 11:20 -> integrated sciences
11:40 - 12:30 -> general pyschology lab
1:15 - 2:30 -> academic writing ll
3:15 - 5:05 -> integraded sciences lab

thursday :
10:05 - 11:20 -> integrated sciences
11:40 - 12:30 -> general pyschology lab

and, i'm getting more and more nervous about spring break. i'm in need of reassurance. all the time. and i can't do anything about it because he doesn't seem to want to hear it. whatever.