round here, we all look the same

and she knows
she’s more than just a little misunderstood
she has trouble acting normal
when she's nervous

college is new. an adventure waiting to happen. a mistake waiting to keep me on my toes. so why do i feel so incredibly fragile? i feel young and not so free. but it's okay, because i have time. this is hard to grasp. i can't count on anything.

i realize now that i am here (on my own two feet, not yours). and i know my sky isn't so stable anymore. (can i lean on you, just until i am ready for this?)

nothing is settling on my heart the way it used to. but i guess that's why i am here. and its a constant cycle of testing who i am. and damn, it hurts right now.

but you don't get it. i like you. you, you, you. i go wild, because you break me open.