unhinged

i feel like (two) people are hiding something from me
i wish i could explain, but ...
i guess its not that simple, and i shouldn't be so upset about it.
(so why do i feel like i should say something
- anything, just to get it off my chest so you can explain it to me?)

cause it's all in my head
i think about it over and over again
and it hurts so bad, yeah
cause it’s all in my head
i think about it over and over again
i replay it over and over again
and i can’t take it, yeah, i can’t shake it

i hate feeling like i am a bitch
and .. mean
i just want to go to fucking sleep.