i'll have my mile when we're through

i hate that you're never around
and i hate that when you are around, you can make me feel like nothing
and i just sit here and take it
because i care and because it'll just make it worse if i get upset
and i'm expected to just forget
which i normally do by the time you come around again
you're egotistical and you're stubborn and you always jump to point out my flaws
its funny that i was just telling someone how you're so sweet
and so decent and how i can't wait to see you.
and you are. but not always.
and i hate that i let you make me feel this way.