and if you're feeling ill, it's because the world is spinning fast.

and if i see you waiting for the setting sun, it will never come
and if it ever comes, you're forever young, you're forever young.


what happens when i am out of work for a week:
- i have read two whole books. The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks. and if i stay by Gayle Forman.
- re-read Twilight because I was just so bored.
- listened to endless music.
- talked to ACC about financial aid.
- got my flu shot.
- saw Samantha.
- slept. a lot.
- watched Criminal Minds, Season 1
- planned my Bachelors of Social Work so that I will be done as fast as possible in 3 years instead of 4.
- contemplated life.

isn't it funny that I can not wait to go back to work, but at the same time, would like to never go back. i want to concentrate on the things that matter. so, in the big picture, what matters?