a new beginning is all i need ...

my life. my world. its a mess, but it has an inner peace to it. i don't want to be the mentor anymore. i don't want to believe i am entering the adult world (that i always pretended never existed). i want to be the child. i want to go back and learn what i have failed to learn so far. learn what i did wrong so i won't break again.

i'm resilient. and that means that i have no problem forgetting about collisions with broken promises and crushing betrayals. for the most part, i am training my heart to be this way. and i will succeed.

happy valentine's day.