i just want your time

so, i am leaving for arizona tomorrow morning.
things i am nervous about:
- flying. i've never flown before, unless you include flying back from germany when i was just a baby, not to mention alone. first time for everything.
- crashing. i don't have much faith in things i can not control.
- seeing him (james) but that's too hard to explain and not enough words to articulate it in the right way. lets just say, special.
- having enough money for everything.

but i am sososo wickedwickedwicked supersupersuper excited at the same time. i want to explore. i want adventure. i want to let the wind rush through me with my arms wide. i want love. i want excitement. i want danger. i want risks.

and if i should f a l l to the bottom of the end
i'll be one step back to you

i want to see the rainbrow bridge. and i want to see the playgrounds (in another place different from this one.) i want to see the differences, the people, the events. six days of relaxation. ha. maybe. we'll see.

see you friday.