... don't try to bleed me cause i've been there before ...

i had a meeting with my advisor this morning
apparently i have to get a 3.62 gpa this semester
... how does it go from needing a 2.75 to needing a 3.62?
i dropped one class. and she gives me this credit bullshit
and she's so sorry, "i only wish you had come in sooner, this could have been prevented"
bullshit. and i'm sorry, i only wish someone had told me this stuff
so i wouldn't fucking sabotage myself which apparently, i am doing
and because i'm only taking three classes now, because i dropped the other
and i changed my major
and i have no idea what i am doing
and just in case you don't know. 3.6, that means two A's and one B.
that means impossible. that means unrealistic. that means i hate you.
so. i cried. and i walked back. and my face was red and gross
and i ran into adam. (wonderful)
and a pile of snow from the tree fell on me.

and i suck at life.
the end.