walk in circles?

so. its decided. i am not coming back to cortland next year. i am home-bound, baby. i can see the end of the semester rapidly approaching. these next five weeks are going to fly by, and hopefully, they will be filled with some of the best memories i can grasp.

its so quiet here. peaceful, 11:57pm. but my head is pounding and my mind is racing.

accepted. its a hard concept for some. look past the outer and inner flaws. find imperfections refreshing.

i want to fly past all of this. live in a small white house, with blue shudders, and a balcony. with the only boy that steals my heart. since when have i become this shadow of an adult? and not always.

i feel far apart from you. i don't exactly enjoy being treated like i am just someone to think about when you have some free time. but its hard to explain without coming off as too emotional. time will tell.